J.D. Moyer

science fiction author, beatmaker, against fascism

Moby Recollections

  1. In 1991 I was DJing at KDVS (the UC Davis radio station), and writing to record labels (snail mail) requesting record promos. Instinct Records sent me a 12″ that included a remix of “Go”. I played the hell out of it, especially the Barracuda Mix.
  2. 1992: Moby played at The Rage in Sacramento. I can’t believe the set is actually online (listen to it while you read this post). I went with my good fried Amy West and another friend from the Davis Student Co-Op, where we all lived. Moby still had hair. That may have been the first time I heard the version of Go with the Twin Peaks sample. Why did Moby dedicate a track to the Sacramento police force? I have no idea…
  3. Summer of ’93, still in college. At this point I’d released my first record as DJ JD. The piano riffs in “1-900” are heavily influenced by Moby. A friend of mine, Mark Pace, also a music producer, moves to San Diego to start an electronic music collective. I visit for a few days, considering joining myself. I have a serious talk with Carol (my girlfriend at this time) about this possibility. About five guys living in a huge house. Nobody is doing any dishes. I try to do some dishes but there’s not even any dish soap. The living room is filled with about ten keyboards, huge speakers, and an elevated chair like the commander of a starship. They’re all flat broke. They have a house meeting and argue about money. I make a few beats but it’s not the software I usually use. We go to a rave. We drive around San Diego freeways listening to techno at max volume. Random people visit and hang out. One of the randos rifles through my backpack and steals my Moby CD. I return to Davis and tell Carol that I’m not joining the collective, but we break up anyway.
  4. 1994. I join a better electronic music collective, Trip ‘n Spin, in San Francisco. I meet DJ Special K and we form Jondi & Spesh and put out our first vinyl records. I mail some of our records to Moby, who is living in New York, and he emails me back. Island Universe – Make Me Say Yes is his favorite.
  5. 2006. Kia and I have been married nearly ten years, but we’re living in different cities. She’s having a go at being a film director in Los Angeles, and I’m co-running Loöq Records and promoting dance music events in San Francisco. She enters a crowd-sourced video production contest for MoveOn.org and her video is voted into the Top 5. We go to New York City together for the awards ceremony. Moby and Julia Stiles both speak at the event. Kia’s video gets disqualified for legal reasons and the most boring video wins (but Barack Obama is elected two years later, nonetheless). My music is less influenced by Moby, but I own most of his albums on CD and listen to them frequently, including Everything Is Wrong. When things are difficult in my life I say “everything is wrong.”
  6. 2016. I listen to a fascinating podcast about Moby and Gregor, the friend who lent him Sounds of the South, which included the gospel tracks that Moby sampled for his breakout album Play (when there was perhaps less awareness and stigma around cultural appropriation). I haven’t thought about Moby much in the last decade, but the podcast reminds me how much of an influence he was on my own music. Moby never returned the CD set.
  7. 2026 (last night). I saw Moby at Bill Graham in San Francisco. Great show! There were at least ten people on stage: a drummer, vocalists, dancers, string players, etc. A far cry from the 1992 show at The Rage where it was just Moby and his keyboard. Moby played Go and a few other of the oldies. But I reached my limit of being in a crowd and left before Moby’s guitar solo.
    RIP Juan Atkins

Recovering from World Fantasy Convention in Oakland

I’m resting up after three days at World Fantasy in Oakland. Overall, I’m glad I went, but I also had a few low points…

I’ll start with the bad/uncomfortable:

  • Some of the smaller conference rooms were poorly ventilated (though no fault of the organizers)
  • Some cringey social awkwardness among adults who are enthusiastic about make believe, myself included (but that’s par for the course when going to sci-fi and fantasy cons)
  • There was no way to purchase a ticket if you didn’t pre-register, which excluded a friend who was happy to pay
  • Getting hard-pitched by an author in the expo hall trying very hard to sell me his epic fantasy series

But many highlights!

  • Listening to Ted Chiang talk about the ideas and philosophies behind his stories, as well as how the movie Arrival got made
  • Listening to an interview with Robert Silverberg (Lord Valentine’s Castle was one of the novels that inspired me to write SFF)
  • Attending a reading where my friend Beth Dawkins read two excellent stories
  • Another reading where I heard some intriguing work in progress from Paolo Bacigalupi
  • Learning about the career and artistic process of artist Stephanie Law
  • Meeting some new writers and getting to know others a bit better, despite the fact that I wasn’t feeling particularly social or extroverted

I rarely write fantasy, and this was my first fantasy-only con. But attending was a no-brainer since it was so ridiculously convenient, and both friends and favorite authors attending.

Next up, maybe ’27 Nebulas in Seattle (again, pretty convenient).

The Portishead Tunnel (Biolibertas)

For my current novel-in-progress “Saint Arcology”, I made up a Latin-y word, Biolibertas, to refer to a philosophical/civilizational movement towards increased freedom via intentional biology. In this world, both humans and artificial sentient entities pursue freedom from the economic chains of poorly regulated capitalism by taking advantage of enhanced biological capabilities and specialized engineered organisms and symbiotes (enabling human photosynthesis, regeneration, reverse-aging, biologically created housing structures, etc.).

(To my half-dozen or so fiction fans who’ve done a deep dive into my N.E.N.T. theory of everything, this corresponds to the Gensynth evolutionary layer.)

I’ve been toiling away, developing characters and stories around these ideas, for years now (two-and-half yet-to-be published novels worth). But we’ve had a breakthrough! LaShawn Wanak, editor of the esteemed GigaNotoSaurus web magazine (and also author), saw some value in my recent novelette “The Portishead Tunnel,” and picked it up. It’s live as of today, and free to read.

Also, a huge thanks to Beth Dawkins who provided some early, extremely helpful feedback on this story.

Read The Portishead Tunnel on GigaNotoSaurus.

It’s a long one! Hope you enjoy.

Cultivating Boredom

New rule for self, as of today: no news, Reddit, YouTube, chess, social media, scrolling, or entertainment of any kind during weekdays (with exceptions for being outside walking–I don’t want to quit Pokemon GO).

It’s not that these activities are inherently bad, or even that they take up time, attention, energy, and willpower (though they certainly do). The main issue–at least for me–is that the endless entertainment and distraction made available via the internet too easily satisfies my mind’s constant need for novelty and stimulation.

So I’m never bored, or even close to bored. And that’s a problem.

When I’m bored or close to bored, the creative hallucinations set in. That’s what I want! The endless stream of ideas, both good and bad, that results from my mind trying to entertain itself.

As well as the desire to get up and move, even if it’s just to do chores or take a walk.

In the past I’ve tried rationing screen time, or setting up timers that block certain sites after x amount of minutes. But that never works. What I need is a simple rule, a commitment, that changes my mindset.

And I think understanding my why will help.

Wish me luck and perseverance!

New Story Acceptance

I’m excited to announce that my novelette The Portishead Tunnel will be published by GigaNotoSaurus on or around July 1st. LaShawn M. Wanak’s esteemed zine of long short fiction is one of the few publications to accept submissions of the awkward lengths where my stories often end up, and I’m extremely pleased that she’s pickup this one up.

The Portishead Tunnel will be the first published fiction in the Saint Arcology world that I’ve now been developing for several years. What happens when progressive eco-radical geneticists go rogue and start engineering anti-capitalistic solutions? This world explores that scenario.

Please visit GigaNotoSaurus for free online reading and/or to load up your e-reader with great fiction, and I’ll update this post when the story goes live.

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