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Recovering from World Fantasy Convention in Oakland

I’m resting up after three days at World Fantasy in Oakland. Overall, I’m glad I went, but I also had a few low points…

I’ll start with the bad/uncomfortable:

  • Some of the smaller conference rooms were poorly ventilated (though no fault of the organizers)
  • Some cringey social awkwardness among adults who are enthusiastic about make believe, myself included (but that’s par for the course when going to sci-fi and fantasy cons)
  • There was no way to purchase a ticket if you didn’t pre-register, which excluded a friend who was happy to pay
  • Getting hard-pitched by an author in the expo hall trying very hard to sell me his epic fantasy series

But many highlights!

  • Listening to Ted Chiang talk about the ideas and philosophies behind his stories, as well as how the movie Arrival got made
  • Listening to an interview with Robert Silverberg (Lord Valentine’s Castle was one of the novels that inspired me to write SFF)
  • Attending a reading where my friend Beth Dawkins read two excellent stories
  • Another reading where I heard some intriguing work in progress from Paolo Bacigalupi
  • Learning about the career and artistic process of artist Stephanie Law
  • Meeting some new writers and getting to know others a bit better, despite the fact that I wasn’t feeling particularly social or extroverted

I rarely write fantasy, and this was my first fantasy-only con. But attending was a no-brainer since it was so ridiculously convenient, and both friends and favorite authors attending.

Next up, maybe ’27 Nebulas in Seattle (again, pretty convenient).

The Portishead Tunnel (Biolibertas)

For my current novel-in-progress “Saint Arcology”, I made up a Latin-y word, Biolibertas, to refer to a philosophical/civilizational movement towards increased freedom via intentional biology. In this world, both humans and artificial sentient entities pursue freedom from the economic chains of poorly regulated capitalism by taking advantage of enhanced biological capabilities and specialized engineered organisms and symbiotes (enabling human photosynthesis, regeneration, reverse-aging, biologically created housing structures, etc.).

(To my half-dozen or so fiction fans who’ve done a deep dive into my N.E.N.T. theory of everything, this corresponds to the Gensynth evolutionary layer.)

I’ve been toiling away, developing characters and stories around these ideas, for years now (two-and-half yet-to-be published novels worth). But we’ve had a breakthrough! LaShawn Wanak, editor of the esteemed GigaNotoSaurus web magazine (and also author), saw some value in my recent novelette “The Portishead Tunnel,” and picked it up. It’s live as of today, and free to read.

Also, a huge thanks to Beth Dawkins who provided some early, extremely helpful feedback on this story.

Read The Portishead Tunnel on GigaNotoSaurus.

It’s a long one! Hope you enjoy.

New Story Acceptance

I’m excited to announce that my novelette The Portishead Tunnel will be published by GigaNotoSaurus on or around July 1st. LaShawn M. Wanak’s esteemed zine of long short fiction is one of the few publications to accept submissions of the awkward lengths where my stories often end up, and I’m extremely pleased that she’s pickup this one up.

The Portishead Tunnel will be the first published fiction in the Saint Arcology world that I’ve now been developing for several years. What happens when progressive eco-radical geneticists go rogue and start engineering anti-capitalistic solutions? This world explores that scenario.

Please visit GigaNotoSaurus for free online reading and/or to load up your e-reader with great fiction, and I’ll update this post when the story goes live.

My Big Weekend

My big weekend actually began on Thursday, sitting in the customer lounge of Albany Subaru, calculating how much time I had to finish the first draft of a remix. John Digweed was scheduled to play in San Francisco the following night, and thanks to some networking done by my friend and music collaborator Mark Musselman, we had a channel to get him some tracks. But I hadn’t made much progress on the remix, and it would take something of a miracle to get it into shape. You don’t want to send one of your favorite DJs something half-baked!

But then I remembered my 2026 motto. For the past few years I’ve been doing an annual motto instead of resolutions. A theme for the year, a few words to encapsulate what I’m focusing on or going for or just trying to remember. My 2026 motto is “Swing Big,” and when I remembered that I realized I had to at least try to finish a draft of the remix. Better to swing and miss than to let an easy pitch go by…

Grind vs. Inspiration

Romance writer Leigh Michaels wrote that “Waiting for inspiration is like standing at the airport waiting for a train.” I completely agree. I choose to show up, more days than not, and put in the work. There’s nothing wrong with taking breaks and resting, but it’s all too easy to let the breaks stretch into stagnant periods of inactivity.

Inspiration is real, but you have to sneak up on it. Or invite it into your life. Or make a nice nest for it. There’s no one method; you have to create your own system. What inspires you is different than what inspires me or anybody else.

Maybe there are some common factors. Setting aside the time and protecting it (which sometimes requires a little selfishness, but is just as often about reducing our own self-distracting tendencies). Something to stimulate your brain: novelty, a new location, reading a great book, socializing. Creating a comfortable work environment (but not so comfortable that you get sleepy, or so ideal that you never achieve it).

Mostly it’s about showing up and struggling with your project’s next hurdle or problem. Characters, plot, structure, theme. Melody, bassline, chord progression, syncopation, mixdown, mastering. Creative work is an endless series of puzzles to be solved.

Creative work is non-homeostatic. It’s the expenditure of energy that your brain would rather conserve. It doesn’t need to be painful, but it’s rarely easy or effortless, even a flow state. That’s why they call it work.

I admire authors that produce and publish in great quantities. Piers Anthony, who I read when I was first starting to enjoy reading. He’s 91 and still publishing a book almost every year! Leigh Michaels, who published dozens of romance novels, then switched to historical fiction and is still going strong at 71. Stephen King, ’nuff said. I don’t think I’ll ever publish that many books–I got too late a start. But I do aspire to be that productive with however many years I have left, and I hope I have at least a few capable decades in me.

On the other hand, if I push myself too hard, I can feel my mental and physical health start to suffer. Creativity becomes un-fun. I become too reliant on caffeine to wind-up and alcohol to unwind. Exercise and socializing get short shrift. If you get up at 5:30 every morning and write two-thousand words without fail, but die of a heart attack in your fifties or sixties, that’s not really winning.

So what’s the balance? Word count quotas are helpful, but I don’t beat myself up if I don’t hit them. Sure, Stephen King wrote 2000 words per day, including holidays, without fail, for decades. But he’s also struggled with serious drug addictions. Maybe those two things are related, maybe not, but there’s always a cost to pushing yourself really hard. Often it’s worth it. But not always. Every artist has to make that decision for themselves, every day.

Showing up and struggling with the next problem, more days than not, keeps me honest, and I feel that it’s good for my mental and spiritual health. The endless quixotic quest for more and more artistic success is a fun side quest, but the daily work already pays for itself.

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